KEEPERS ARE DOING OKAY April 25, 2007
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Keepers are writing this blog just simply to let our friends know that we are doing okay. Not as good as usual but no as bad as times gone by either. Keepers are pulling together and holding on in spite of our fear of what may erupt next in our lives. Our five minute rule is well in place and keeping us keeping on no matter what happens. For now, this is the best keepers have to offer.
The last week of keepers lives has left us in a place where we all feel like nothing makes sense and seeing past the end of our noses is way too much for anyone to ask of us right now. That is an old and unwelcome feeling for us. It is one that we have felt much of our lives–especially in our childhood. So, in a very real way, keepers have been drawn back to a time and place where we can not tell what is real and what is not.
But keepers are very lucky because our mind has many nooks and crannies where our littlest of keepers can each be hidden safely away while the bigger ones try to sort things out. This is one way our own mind always seems to protect us–by offering us many hollows in which to tuck away our most vulnerable parts when the world becomes too dangerous for them. Thank heavens for that.
For big keepers, this is a time for us to figure out who is really who and what is really happening. We have a huge pile of pieces to a puzzle but no way to put them together into something we can understand. It feels way too hard for us to even try and vision the picture these pieces will someday make. It is better for us to just allow these disjoined pieces to remain just that. At least, for now.
For today, keepers have given ourselfs full permission to just simply do okay and not push ourselfs for any more than that. We do not have to thrive every day of our lives. We can have days like this one where keepers feel like we are lost in a maze made of reflections that is trying to show us that we are all bad underneath.
For keepers, this last week has been more painful than anyone could ever imagine. So, this is a time of recovery for keepers and a time to let pressure on ourselves go. We are thankful that we are doing okay because that means we are still here and still perservering in spite of what the last has held.
KEEPERS ARE DOING OKAY.
peace and blessings,
keepers
Hello My Friends
You are in my thoughts thinking of you all so much
Lots of Love
Your Friend
~Maria~
xxx
you are all in our thoughts and thank you for being you!!! even if that involves the 5 min thing. what ever will work thaT is what we think. {{{keepers}}}
you know wehave been thinking tonight that maybe just maybe this was a set up so you hurt the most, that keeping on is not what this person was thinking, that they took how you were back then as how you are now, and they are so different, two different places for two different times
You know people who seek to hurt search for the vulnerable but you see what happnes when the vulnerable have power the timid perps flee. the truth is you have the power and the perp is fleeing more power to you
Hey guys,
my name is amy and i came to your site from the beautiful miquie’s blog. as usual i am filled with many questons.. ((another thing i need to ask.. if i annoy you or ask too many questions just tell me and i will back off. i do not want to upset or hurt anyone i just want to understand more for my own personal.. i don’t know.. understanding in likfe i guess))
Before i start talking and introduce myself i just need to say that i’m not very good at understanding the whole DID/MPD thing so if i do or do or assume something wrong please tell me.
Ok Hi!!
i noticed that most the blogs are written by the keepers. Does this mean that the body is called keepers? or all the multipules are the keepers? i was just confused as you see with miquie.. Di talks most the time on the blog.. sometimes ben does but mainly di.. so i was wondering is there like a main spokes person for the keepers? is that john michael or is he another body/person.. (i didn’t know what to put that because each one of the keepers is a person that is important to this world.. sorry if i offended.. please just tell me!)
sorry ok i’ll go away now.. i’m proud to read that you are taking care of yourselves and allowing the keepers to win this day with “just being ok” which really does not deserve the Just infront of it because being ok is still a struggle and a feat to have not fallen. i think.
ok so again.. see ya guys! oh and nobody girl.. i like your new name rainbow a lot.. i’m glad you can let your light shine more.
Thank you Maria for keeping us there in your thoughts, we sincerely appreciate it. Hope you are feeling better!
Keepers
You are in our thoughts as well Miquie and all the rest of the Crew!! Every day we give thanks for all of you wonderful people who we now have as friends.
peace and blessings
Keepers
Thanks JIP, that whole thing is still weighing on us on top of a whole bunch of other things, just one of those weeks! We know you know how that goes. Seems to be going around our little Korner of the world here lately, with us and our friends! Together we will all move on, we know that.
Peace and blessings
Keepers
Welcome Amy
In our system each alter is what we call a Keeper, they each have their own name, their own jobs insdie, things to handle, but when we write we sign as keepers usually because it is a group effort. Sometimes one keeper will write something and when they do they sign their name.
John Michael is our SO, and a separate person, separate body.
Thank you for your comment to Rainbow, you made her day!
Feel free to comment any time
Keepers
Yeah, you’re right–we don’t have to “thrive” every day! It’s not a requirement. Thanks for reminding me of that. Maybe i missed the explaination before, but what is “the five minute rule?” Maybe I need to use something like that.
Dear Marj aka thriver,
I really believe that we multiples put way too much pressure on ourselves to always do okay. For keepers, there are times when just taking that pressure off of our system enables us to come back into balance and function on a higher level. I hope that makes sense to you because I am not sure I put the words together right.
DON’T GIVE UP 5 MINUTES BEFORE YOUR MIRACLE HAPPENS.
This is the 5 Minute Rule that keepers always try to follow–even when we have no hope. The funny thing is that little miracle come along and we look back to see that waiting each of our 5 minutes has been well worth it. Keepers have to remind ourselves (all the time) that there is hope–even when keepers can not see it.
peace and blessings,
keepers